sudah ok

hari ni pasaan saye dah ok..heheh..tak seperti hati kaca yg smlm..heheheh..saye emosi je lebey smlm kan..ni gara-gara pms la ni..hehehe..harap-harap pasni saye takla emosi sgt kan..smlm kan saye mcm terase hati dgn cousin brother ayra yg umo 8thn tu kan..bile pikir2 blk,ishhh..mcm tah pape tah kan nak terase2 ngan budak kecik..hehehe..selame ni pon cousin2 ayra yg kecik2 tu semue yg main2 ngan ayra kan..teman ayra tgk tv la ape la..isshh..takmau emosi sgt..takmau jiwa kacau..oh,for info,ayra have 3 cousin sisters n 2 cousin brothers yg range umo between 8-12 yrs old..ni semue anak buah daddy die la..side mommy die belum ade cousin lg since ayra ni cucu sulung emas..hehehe..saye kan anak sulung..adik2 saye semue tak kawen lagi..

hati kaca..

ye..hati saye seperti kaca..sgt fragile..mudah tersentuh..cepat sgt nak terase..saye taktau kenape la saye fragile sgt kan..tp saye cume sgt extra fragile bile hal2 baby ayra saye je la..bile hal2 lain,saye rase saye tough..cececece..pasan tough plak kan.heheh..saye sgt mudah terase hati bile org ckp2 psl baby saye even budak2 kecik..bole gitu?contoh ayat eh - "ayra ni sebok je la kat sini,gi main tempat lain"..ni contoh ayat dr cousin ayra yg umo 8thn..tersentap ati saye dgr..cam nak nangis plak..cepat2 saye angkat ayra dr situ tapi takdela saye marah cousin ayra yg berkate2 tu n takdela saye berdendam ke ape kat die just saye terase je laa....

sebenarnye bukanla big deal pon kan,tp saye stil nak terase2 gak..saye mengadula kat encik azlan, die kate,alaa..budak2 kan..takyahla terase sgt..bukan paham pape..saye tau budak2 n bende kecik pon,tp napela hati saye mudah terase..byk lagi contoh ayat yg menyentap hati kaca saye tp saye malas la nak ingat2..saye sgt terase dan tersentuh sbb saye selalu pk saye yang mengandungkan kan die bawak die sane sini for 9 wonderful months, sakit2 mase nak lahirkan anak saye ni,saye yg susah payah jage die, bf kan die,berhabis duit utk die dan macam2 lagila..haaa,kan dah emosional melampau ni..terlebih suda!!

saye taknak jadik mommy yg terlampau overprotective..taknak..saye cume nak jadik a best mommy to my baby..saye nak baby saye independent..i want her to grow naturally to be independent.. tapi saye rase normal kot utk mommies to feel like dis?am i rite?please correct me if im wrong ya!

nota kaki : saye rase emosi saye yg xstabil ni sebenarnye...emosi terganggu..please blame my PMS..

skrg pattern gelak ayra camnila..really makes my day!

rase sgt menenangkan bile tgk muke anak sendiri..

happy2 mandi sungai kat janda baik..inilah cinta hati saye..

muke sedey mintak dukung..dah boring duduk nih..

saya kembali..

wow...lame sangat tak update blog nih..terlampau-lampau lame...terlampau banyak bende nak update tapi tak terupdate-update..heheh..bukan ape,saye bz sebenarnye.. hehehhe.alasan je tu,sebenarnye,malas sangat nak update..rajin bloghopping je..jengah-jengah blog orang,update fb..saye nak cube jadik rajin update blog..saye cubela eh..tapi ade ke orang nak bace pon kan blog saye yg tak semenggah ni kan.heheh..takpela,yang penting saye upload je la so bole ayra bace-bace bile die dah besar nanti..baby ayra pon dah besar,going to be 9 months old dis coming 12th..fuhh..sekejap je dah besar..mommy love u so much ayra..muahh muahh..

so cheeky..she love to laugh n smile..love to see her smile n laughter..oh ye,rambut masih takde ye,shaved for 2nd time..

mommy n ayra..arghhh,saye masih belum kurus lagi..sgt tensen!! ade petua nak kuruskan badan?anyone?

time flies..

the love of my life,baby ayra is 5 months old today..alhamdulillah,she's now a smart n healthy baby..sangat tak sangka saya dah jadi mommy for 5 months..rasa macam baru semalam she came out from me =) how time really flies..too many things i've learned for dis past 5 months..never expected before dat being a mommy is a very very wonderful thing (tiring pon ya juga,but i dont mind ;p) she's the best thing dat ever happened to me! but very sad that ayra is not feeling well since last monday =( running nose,blocked nose..all these make her very hard to breathe..sangat kesian tau watched her trying to breathe..she will scream sometime because she really dunno how to breathe using her mouth..sedih saya n encik azlan tengok ayra camtu tau..time makan ubat pon kesian..she really dont want to take her medicine..tutup mulut rapat2 (comel ni tapi kesian), tangan dia push2 our hand nak tolak syringe tu sebab nak avoid makan ubat.pandai anak mommy ni..pastu nangis beria macam kene pukul tau...sayu sangat tengok ayra camtu but saya n encik azlan have to be strong,bagi jugak ayra makan ubat sebab we want ayra to be healthy again..dr cakap ayra kene makan ubat betul-betul sebab if not, can cause asthma (betul ke spell ni?)..takut saya n encik azlan bila dengar asthma n tak sangka plak can cause asthma if not treated well..anyone have any suggestion in how to overcome her blocked nose problem?sangat kesian ayra tengok ayra try to breathe ni..

my seeping lil angel

us during ayra's cukur jambul

ayra n her moyang..both of them are very cute..i love dis pics

ayra in her baju raya =)

get well soon my dear ayra n happy 5months birthday sweetie..mommy n daddy love u mucho mucho..xoxo..

*gambar di atas semua gambar ayra masih berambut,last 3weeks we shaved her head bald..will update her latest pics soon =)

penuh habuk!

hi all! dah lama sgt tak update blog ni kan..sampai dah penuh habuk sana sini..aaaccchhoooo!! haa,kan dah bersin dah..hehehe..saya sgt busy sebenarnye (hehe..sebenarnya malas yg lebih!!) dan sila blame fb ya!!saye sangat rajin ber'fb' sampai tersangat malas ber'blog'.saya akan cuba merajin2kan diri utk ber'blog' selepas ini..too many things happened for dis past few months.open house,baby ayra's akikah + potong jambul,my brother's engagement,my best fren's wedding,not to forget gathering dgn kawan2 baru @ blogger mommy yg lain n lotssssssss more..kalau sempat,will update all (macam sempat je la kan nak update semua ;p)..oh ya,gambar kat atas ni taken during my brother's engagement..us in black..skrg ayra sudah botak!

*tomorrow my baby ayra is goin to be 5months old..how time flies..rasa mcm baru semalam deliver ayra..

promosi ramadhan @ chili peppers

ye saya tau dah nak dekat raya,memang saya dah terlambat nak promote ni tapi takpe,lepas bulan ramadhan pon still bole datang makan di chili peppers..kalaula sesiapa yang berada berhampiran putrajaya atau pon memang saje2 nak jalan ke putrajaya,silala singgah berbuka di chili peppers (restoran ini kepunyaan ayah saya a.k.a atok baby ayra yang baru dibuka pada bulan july 2009-masa saya masih dalam pantang)..sesiapa yg dtg n bawak print out poster kat atas ni akan dpt 10% discount tau..mehla try dtg mkn sini..all food gerenti sedap =)

set nasi dan sup special

tempe n tahu goreng special

nasi ambang.our speciality =) kami kan orang jawa johor..hehe.. do come and try dis meal..

nasi goreng chili peppers

set nasi ayam chili peppers.sedap tau!

set asam pedas johor chili peppers.memang sedap..

mee bandung chili peppers

set ayam masak lemak cekor.ni pon our speciality..makanan org jawa=)..come over to try dis..mmg takleh jumpe kat tempat lain tau..

selain dari food kat atas ni,banyak lagi menu lain..chili peppers pon ade minuman special, sirap bandung ais krim soda..chili peppers pon ade service home delivery(area putrajaya) n catering juga..

come to chili peppers and try our food!!

my sales blog

hai semua..silala bershopping baju baby di sales blog saya ;)

the faces of my lil princess

BABY AYRA AISY FEW DAYS OLD

smile in her sleep @ 4 days old

nice beauty sleep @ 2weeks old

cheeky face @ 2 weeks old

kisses kisses @ 2 weeks old

sleepy face @ 2weeks old

muncung2 dlm tido @ 1 week old

BABY AYRA AISY @ 1 MONTH OLD

muncung ke?

my sweet lil flower is sleeping

da pandai mengiring ye..

bluweekk :p

tgk ape tu?

BABY AYRA @ 2MONTHS OLD

yeayy..tgk blkg..

hehe..chubby baby..

leg exercise

termenung

happy nak mandi

breastfeed dan rindu

my first attempt to bf ayra..muka sangat bersungguh ni..akhirnya berjaya juga..alhamdulillah..

saya sangat bersyukur kerana masih mampu dan berjaya exclusively breastfeeding baby saya sehingga ke hari ini (walaupon baru 2months..walaupon dgn berbagai komen dan suara-suara negatif dari orang2 yg kurang memahami seperti manela cukup susu t*t*k,kene bg susu tin jugak,susu t*t*k simpan lama2 dlm fridge manela elok,baby taknak minum punye..etc..namun saya gagahkan hati dan akhirnya orang2 pon mula memahami..alhamdulillah..

saya rasa rindu sangat baby saya..saya nak balik rumah skrg juga!!saya nak breast feed dia skrg..rindu tgk muka baby time dia bf,tengok muke dia kenyang lepas bf,muka dia senyum2 sambil bf,senyum2 happy lepas bf..rindu tgk baby ckp2 kuar bunyik (in her own baby language..hehe..).rindu tgk muka baby happy2 tgk tv n baca buku..rinduuuuunye..nak balik sekarang jugak..bye..

lil baby

..i'm presenting my lil baby girl..ayra aisy azlan..

but sekarang ayra dah besar sket.2months old ++ tu considered as besar la kan sbb ni semua gambar newborn ayra ;)

her first beauty sleep after came out from my tummy..tido dalam baby cot hospital..

ni plak ayra after few minutes came out from me...

baby ayra sudah mandi..mmmm..wangi wangi..her first mandi manda ever..

..saya kembali..

assalamualaikum..salam ramadhan pada semua..waahh,dah lama sangat tak update blog ni..since deliver bulan june ari tu sampai la ari ni baru nak update.entah kenapela,since deliver memang takde mood langsung nak update blog tapi ari ni tiba2 terasa nak mengupdate pulak..masa dalam pantang ari tu ada jugak try2 nak mengupdate tapi terlampau2 la takde mood..baru type 2-3 line dah terus delete..

ooh ya, saya dah selamat deliver a baby girl..love of our life..she was safely delivered on 12th june 2009..alhamdulillah she is now 2months ++ old..d very first cucu to my parents n 6th to my pil..i love my new life..to have a baby is a very wonderful feelings n experience..never tot being a mommy is so exciting..tapi extra penat la dari before kan..cant deny that ;)

will update her picture soon..

malasss..

lama sangat saya tak update blog saya ni..malassss sangat rasanya nak update..tapi sebenarnya banyak sangat benda nak update..shopping trip to ikea,makan-makan trip,wedding gerek,wedding wani,wedding kak laila (yela..sekarang ni kan musim orang kawin kan),short holiday trip to tanjung piai again,meeting with fadhlyna and her cute baby n not to forget her husband too to collect my tungku untuk guna time pantang nanti,movies that i watched,my pregnancy development yang dah hujung-hujung ni,my delivery preparation,my birthday celebration with my beloved husband and family (hehe..my birthday is on 7th june.yerp,last sunday) and etc..mmm..too many things to update but malassss sangat...blame my pregnancy hormones.bule camtu?

12 more days to go..im gonna miss my pregnancy days once my baby came out.gonna miss all the attention from people around me (esp encik azlan n my dear family),gonna miss my big tummy and banyak lagila benda-benda yang saya akan miss..but at the same time,now im feeling so excited and cant wait for my baby to come out..encik azlan lagila tak sabar + eager + over excited nak tunggu baby keluar,everyday dia cakap ngan baby soh kuar dari perut cepat-cepat.bule ke camtu?

jatuh lagi?!!

saya jatuh lagi petang tadi..subhanallah..nasib baik tak jadi pape..panik gak saya tadi..jatuh kat depan bank masa nak pegi withdraw duit..jatuh melutut depan pintu bank plak tu..ramai plak tu orang nampak n bermurah hati nak tolong mak buyong ni bangun..prihatin juga rakyat malaysia ni kan..saya pon bangunla dengan tersengih-sengih cam kerang busuk,dah tak rasa malu dah..semua orang keliling cakap nasib baik tak jadi pape..cuma lutut saya bleeding..

saya tak rasa sakit perut pon lepas jatuh tu tapi saya risau..saya call encik azlan n bagitau dia yang saya jatuh,dia cepat2 soh saya pegi jumpa dr utk scan baby ok ke tak..saya pon cepat2 call klinik dr liu n tanya patut ke saya dtg jumpe dr..sharon (staff nurse dr liu tu menjerit kat saya n cakap 'u jatuh sekali lagi eh?better u come over to scan your tummy because this is your second time jatuh rite?)..saya pon bergegas la ke klinik..alamak,bila dah sampai klinik,ramai la plak orang kan..isshh..kene tunggu lagi..last2 dapat jumpe dr liu,scan perut semua n dr cakap everything's ok..phew,alhamdulillah..baby pon bergerak banyak je dalam perut ni..dr cakap saya ni jalan laju sangat,kene extra carefull..hari tu dah jatuh,ni jatuh lagi...bahaya sangat ni..alaa,saya rasa saya ni clumsy la..camna?

*35 weeks n 5 days pregnant.30 more days to go..

hen nite..

last saturday,kawan-kawan saya telah mengadakan hen nite yg special untuk kawan kami yang special iaitu cik gerek (farrah aini) yg bakal berkahwin pada 30th may 09 ini..really sorry my dear gerek for not attending your hen nite..seriously mmg tak sehat malam tu..berkobar-kobar tau ptg tu gerak dari melaka n sampai umah my parents kat putrajaya dgn harapan boleh attend your hen nite mlm tu..tapi kaki sangat sakit n badan rasa sangat tak sehat..maklumla,dah sarat barat kan..dah 8 bulan..

inilah cik gerek si bakal pengantin..wishing u all d best..muahh..

hehe..tetibe plak saya teringat zaman-zaman hen nite saya dulu..ni masa bujang-bujang dulu...thanks a lot my dear frenssss for throwing a great hen nite for me last year...siap ade stripper tu..hehehe..pasni saya dah jadik mak orang,dah tak sempat nak berparty2 begini lagi ...silalah lihat-lihat gambar kat bawah..

us @ pacific regency suite..

me n my bestie ever..

us @ luna

us @ luna again

me n cik gerek n kl tower right behind us..

antenatal class

last sunday (mother's day) from 1-6pm, saya dan encik azlan went for an antenatal class..hehe..nama antenatal class tu tak tahan ok..GORGEOUS MUMS ANTENATAL..ada macam2 booth bukak on that day..gsk,obimin,seba med (to name a few) n ade free make over n hair-do juge..we learnt a lot during the class..about breastfeeding, delivery, how to take care of your baby n lots more..

ada yoga class juge at the end of the session..every participant dapat voucher untuk free antenal yoga trial @ namaste yoga center..but what i like the most about d class ialah~~~~good n nice food that they served for our hi-tea break..nyum nyum..saya suka makan..

lepas habis je antenatal class, saya terus ajak encik azlan pegi makan hot & roll kat dataran pahlawan..makan lagi!sedap sedap..thanks jade sbb bg i direction mana nak carik hot & roll..

lepas saya dan encik azlan makan,kitorang bagi ikan makan plak..ikan ni besar-besar n semuenya lapar-lapar..

ikan ni semue memang lapar gile ni..

ok,ni la semue door gifts yang kitorang dapat during the antenal class..ade diaper, susu anmum, obimin plus, calcium pills, sebamed products n lotsssss more..

and not to forget, i won this during the lucky draw..shisheido hair treatment..yeay..saya memang rasa saya amat memerlukan treatment ini untuk rambut saya yang amat tidak terurus ini..